Trusting people are not that easy. Ive been backstabbed, thats fine. Ive been cheated, thats not cool and Ive been betrayed, so not fun.
Maybe thats karma, Im a jerk back then when I was young and wild.
My love life is fucked up. Being broke--no money is fucked up. Public toilet is fucked up. Out of phone credit is fucked up. Double chin is fucked up. Not enough sleep is fucked up. Bad services at restaurant when youre hungry are fucked up. Makcik membebel-mulut-murai is fucked up. Perut getting boroi is fucked up. Teh ais ceroi is fucked up. Nasi Ganja rip off at Greentown is fucked up. Expensive mamak stall is fucked up. Internet connection down is fucked up. You and me, we are all fucked up, opss sorry, correct that. Its only me. Im fucked up.
Nevertheless, thats life, Im happy with the way I am (so, should you). Miserable, no hope and Im the happiest man in Simpang Pulai (this last line is a homage to Henry Miller).
